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Dear friend, Here is me.. italy2.. and this is to much for me to take alone.. It was 16 Dec 2021 when you stopped answering, Uzo said. During the hard times you were passing through I was travelling to USA and Mexico.. in the airplane looking at the world map and staring at Trinidad too, and thinking of you, hoping one day to be able to meet you and Andrew. The heart is aching and memories are not letting me rest, emotions are pouring out and the time spent with you keeps playing in my mind. Here I am awake counting every mistake I’ve made replaying fights while thinking of you. These sharp memories of you and of all the time we’ve spent together. It was like yesterday the last time I saw you.. there with your silent presence like always.. enjoying to your heart content the game and fun that you loved hated the most. Here I am while thinking of all those moments and writing this post with my eyes incapable of seeing clear because the tears keep just coming.. I’m sorry for all the times I was rude to you like many others, luckily to my memories I did not ever hurt you in any way. And have always been true.. you were a nice friend that I enjoyed spending my time with and I loved you in a friendly way so much despite not talking to each other in the recent times. I loved your sole presence online in those moments.. your logging ins that would tell me that you were doing fine. We used to joke and laugh and have fun. I remember our discord group of detectives..where we had great fun with many others, moments that I loved, you were so yourself and I remember your laughings that would make you fill with joy. Where we are today has changed, you are no longer here.. Sometimes life pulls us in ways we’d never expect, with dreams to hold, egos to protect. It hurts to wander, so we wonder.. what’s current. ‘What do they expect?’, so we get distant, acting all stupid but we still care and we know deep inside what's real. I didn't expect you to get so distant.. No one simply ever get by but you were strong and I can't get to accept this, while I watch all these memories, they take me back to July.. chit chatting and fighting side by side.. Those moments I remember, and realize, those beautiful ones through good and bad times. Even though it’s a dream with open eyes, in my memories, they bring you back to life. Dear Wolf, the sunrise over the paradise illuminates all that made your soul great, and legends say there they run their own race and they have their own fate to grasp with new worlds and no maps. Here’s a prayer, to you and your soul.. here’s to tomorrow, to the growth, the victories and defeats, the ups, the downs, and yeah even occasional sorrows, and to the grand plans, now you can sketch the universe free hand, filled with peace, happiness, stars and you and us. Now you have the power. This is the beginning of something incredible, of you, a trip unforgettable, don’t forget to reminisce of the places you’ve been, of us, and the precious moments shared with everyone, the family you had and that always you will, and the life that you lived. I Thank you with all my heart and soul to have come in our lives and sharing your precious life with us. You will always be loved and be part of my heart till the end of my existence. A toast to you, ‘Cause the drinks bring back all the memories And the memories bring back you There’s a time that I remember, when you did not know no pain When I believed in forever that everything would stay the same Now my heart feel like December..when somebody say your name ‘Cause I can’t reach out to see you, but I know I will one day. Everybody hurts sometimes Everyboy hurts someday, But everything gon’be alright Go and raise a glass and say 'Cheers to me, cheers to us' Till we meet again, Cheers to you my dear friend. May the peace be with you In your loving memories I dedicate this to you Your friend italy2